Update before the math headache begins!
Today we had Geography, woooow did a lot of *closes one eye*

..of that, cause I personally don't care about Geo.

What a waste of time, pfsh.

Then, the other papers that I actually did study for, umm well. It was okay :)

Gonna go practice math soon, the jamming begins..Garh

And after Math, last KH paper on Monday.

Gonna slack a tiinnnnyyyy bit on Friday. :P

Cause come on, I mean its KH, I know I won't get good in that area..

SO why bother trying so hard? Hahaha

You and I both know that our ambitions or choice of careers would be err,

a carpenter or something, or knitting and crap.

Those are hobbies ! Why should we learn, and our cookings already good!

Okay, okay..Mines not.

:P but yes, do you see what I see, people?

WASTE OF TIME.

I hate our syllabus.

sucks..

till then, Friday as in tomorrow :P

Its been quite some time, hello :)
I've missed blogging! Exams gonna be over soon..
So, more updates then, kayys?
Anyhoo Science was okay, late night studying does pay off.
I don't guarentee great results or anything, just..satisfying to be able to answer stuff :p hehe
ok, going back to studying ..argh
till then =(

memories !:D

2006.

Found these pictures while browsing my computer..

Do you remember this? It was our most memorable birthday, all of us together at ParkRoyal. :)

so, so fast things change.. so does our faces hehe.

And this was the most embaressing dance, ever.. Hahaha!
Back in 2006, remember ? Beeeeeeep!
But so many memories are packed in this pict. I miss this so much.
Pussycatdolls-Beeeeep. Haha, embaressing -.- LOL

You, Fen and I have always been vaining partners, since std 6.
No wonder all the pictures involve only 3 of us, cause the other 8 are too unvain..we cared about friendster a lot! how stupid, and cuteee..
;)

2007

Last year.

We do miss you, and the 7 of you wish you the best of luck in everything you do.. Sunbathing indoor, in MY room will never be the same without you.. Haha good times last forever.. we STILL miss you :D

Marishkahargiteh, bloggers!
Sorry not gonna post much, using my mini laptop.. lags a lot.

Sigh* anyways, I havent been blogging, no not due to studying.

But just plain lazyness B-)

thats why I am just so awesome :b

Trying hard to study.. did a little though, gonna do more soon.Anyhoo, Janice and Renee came over today.. to study.

And I had pictures, but they went missing. !@#$ *curses in German ! argh

*sheisse! arschloch, spring laptop spring! ich schrei..* LOL!

if a German dude were to read what I just said, he would probably shake his head and I would give a bad impression on Malaysians, Haha!

The pictures..were so adorable! argh..
Planning to use more on my dads computer, this mini one is sooo..mini memoried!

Sigh, everything in this mini thing is tiny, the size..and all.

But its cute though :-) thanks daddyoooooooooo!

Renees going camping tomorrow,

safe trip honeybunny! will miss you..dont let bears eat you.

wait youd be on an island,

dont let sharks rape you :D

LOVE YOU APPLEPIE!

and, a little message for Janice OSY, souljaaaaboy!

im boucing on my toe, watch me supersomething that hoe or something..

Haha, we shall crank that cameltoe more often eh?;)

Yess, took me long enough. this, was out sleepover day :)
I had em' but now, due to exams, I can't update often so yeahh, I got nothing else to blog bout.
So here.
We even made a retarded video. Yes yes, only for our eyes ;)

What we ate for lunch.. so cute, right?

Anyways, having flu now..& its making me feel so weak.

Sooo can't post much.

Hi. bye :) thts all hehe

BM karangan wasn't baadd ;) especially finishing it on time..

Haha, anyways History is tomorrow but still..

Three to four more chaps to go.

Not that bad, frankly speaking, I am quite proud of myself.

Studied around three chapters yesterday :D

Anyways, skip the exam talk, anyways..

I really am getting stuck to Lips Of An Angel by Hinder, once again.

This song brings back so much, good and good. no bad memories.

It reminds me of 2006, ah..good times.

Especially about SOMEONE and SOMEONE, *wont mention names;

Afraid I might get murdered tomorrow in school.

*

Sometimes, don't you just wanna take a blast to the past, and experience the things you&I both know we miss..

Especially days in primary, such good memories, seriously..

Where did the time go?

I'd show you how we looked before, and now.

I'll update that after exams, okay?

8 of us still going strong, thats awesome ;)

Whyyyyyyy is this happening to me?! :O

Im sickkk the day before my exam;

Look what studying has done to me..
I even studied today w/ Ren, Eesa and Tashh at PC. ON MY BIRTHDAY, people!
It was seriously pathetic, no kidding..

*

And yesterday, went to the public library to do somemore studying;

with Ivy, Yeisha and Erica.

Grh, the depression of exams..especially when it always falls on my birthday :(

Studying made me go emo..seriously :D

Hahah, ends here-

Sorry for inactiveness, kawan-kawan sekalian.

I'll be back.

Jewel- You Were Meant For Me <3

Hello, whoa. My blog is really inactive..
Anyways went to Pepino for early birhtday dinner with family ;)
Had a nice meal, they sang for me well, early..
Heh anyways only moments away, im actually quite frankly excited about turning a year older.
Thanks every single one for your early birthday wishes and for those upcoming ones..
I love u all :)

according to mtv.com/overdrive, Diddy is trying to lose weight..

go figure, man;

Anyways, you know Aubrey from Danity Kane?

'Damaged'
" With the tour over, the Making the Banders get ready to go their separate ways. But when Aubrey mouths off to Diddy, it looks like she might be saying goodbye for good. "

And, have you heard of the new TV show;

PARIS HILTON'S NEW BFF;

Lol, I am not kidding, Paris Hilton's new BFF.

Also watched it o an mtv.com/overdrive..

Sounds so awkward, lets be the first to experience these kinds of Tv shows;
apart from Tila Tequila's previous show, A Shot At Love?

Tv shows are getting more and more..umm.interesting? ;)

*i'm actually suprised herself and Benji Madden are still going strong, congrats*

or are they??

Didn't really get the chance to catch up on all these anymore..

Nothing against Paris, its just... My New BFF sounds so weird.

How can you find a best friend like that?

Not right, to me lah. ;)

Anyways,

I've been at tuition this afternoon and currently attending another one soon.

SIgh. gotsta go;)

Love and kisses.

YOUR CELEBRITY GOSSIP-est :P kidding.

Birthday Shoutout!

Happy Belated Birthday Shoutout for Nicole Ong *second Nicole*pffshh :) 14 Oct.

Remember the time you, Cindy and I celebrated our birthdays together wayyyy back in elementary school?:) awww, sigh.

I hate the fact that things change, I do.

But everything changes, I can't change that fact..

Its sad, it is, I know but life goes on.. heh

All we can do now, is look back on the previous times we had, all together.

The 10 of us back then..

And, Cindy's birthday is coming up.. happy birthday in advance, alright?

Though we may have drifted apart Cindy, we still think about you/miss you..

Alright, thats all.

Happy Birthday two lovelies.

Was running through my blog;

Then, found out it was sooo empty and boring; pictureless.. exam's fault.

Sooo, I had the initiative to take a few pictures on what I've been doing..

Hahah, which is none other than studying, of course.

And, I made notes for history and stuff.. hyper boringness, right?

Loads of people skipped school today, to do some studying, like since PMR is going on, free periods are everywhere.

So, who agrees that going to school is a waste of time? YEP, me.

Was actually planning to go on iTunes for some music while studying..

But this got to me.

So, happy studying, people..

Me going back to studying..:)

My posts look boring, I know.

Its nearly 2a.m; midnight rain is pouring..sister is snoring.. No, seriously. LOL

Going to sleep soon, sorry I haven't been updating..Lately, I've been busy with my own things.

School tomorrow, hopefully we'll have some study time..I don't like lessons, boring.

I see thunder, lightning..sigh* nights like these..

Hahah, my blog looks so boring, I know I'm not doing a very good job at attracting readers, I'm sorry :(..really.

But after this horror, it'll be back to normal.. For now, its all work and no play.

Well, for some of you. Not for me though.

I still, have the equal balance of both.

Should not be an equal balance though, should concentrate more on the work part, as for me, not gonna happen.

Hahaha, and my birthday is coming soon, seriously is there any more distractions that are lined up for me? 

Due to my sleepyness, I missed church last week..

Yeah, you might think like "big deal" and all but like I feel so terrible.

And its for a bad reason, I couldn't get up, mom killed sister and I. sigh*

Sorry, God..:)

Anyways, this has been a long post, cause I'm updating a little on what is happening when I'm gone and all.

Since I know, most of you will miss me terribly, so this is a post to like enlighten you, before you start to miss me, again :-) Kidding. Heh

Anyways, its almost four. Thanks for reading..

Nicole will be back soon, don't give up on my blog, please.. LOL

Its not optional, you must not or i'll kill you.heh heh

Goodnight, readers.

God bless :-)

Especially SPM and PMR peoples or whatever you call yourselves..:)

history is a killer, a murderer..it took away my freedom, my little bit of happiness! my birthdat plans, my youth..:(

exaggerating p.s :D

Hahah, hello there. Just got back from the H factor. I'd update about it, but I don't really have the time since my finals are approaching. So, let me just make you a promise that I will, after the exams.. But most probably not about this cause its gonna be so outdated by the time I do so. So, happy studying people! And goodluck and PMR and SPM people. ;)
But a brief update, after the talks and all by Serena C. and stuff, it really tempted me to be a radio DJJJ. Seriously ! Grrr. But I have my own dreams I guess. But I wanna be like, working for MTV and stuff too. Hahaha! Dream on, Nicole. Maybe dreams do come true. If it were meant to be, perhaps?;)
DON'T LAUGH, next thing you know you hear Miss Nicole Ng on the radio; Hahahaha

sometimes you gotta feel the pain, to experience the joy;

:D

two hearts,two hearts that beat as one,

our lives has just begun..

Cause you, you mean the world to me,

Oh, I know I found in you,

My endless love.

Not exactly stressed-out;
I'm just worried about what might happen, and I read a verse in the Bible one day..
It said " don't worry about the future, God will take care of everything. It doesn't give you the reason to worry "
Maybe that verse opened up for me for a reason..
Stop worrying Nicole :)

Spammers.

I've been reading blogs and realised that there has been a lot of spamming going on..

Seriously, gossipgirl this and that;

If you don't like a person, don't visit that person's blog.

Just piss off, I'm sure they hate you just as much as you hate em'.

Get something better to do, make at least something out of your wasteful time.

Goodness =.=

BRIEF POST;
Went to 'study' with Li Fen and Wendy today.
They came over to my place after school to take their showers and all;

Went to Pizza Hut to use up some voucher.. studied a lil' there.
Then, we decided to walk to Gurney and all so off we went.
We went to the random boutiques on the way to Gurney. (helping Li Fen find her dinner outfit)
Saw a pretty dress at some random store, really cute.

Then, we walked to Gurney *coffee bean to do some studying.
A while after, we headed home sleepy. Seriously, dead tired.
Too much studying, perhaps? sigh
All in all, it was a fun day with em' both, and study groups do work out p.s/ just in case you're wondering ;)
Saw this little thing when I reached home <3

I am so confused, with life.

Sometimes something happens, I want to know.

I want to know the answer to that;

Or sometimes I screw up, I feel so bad..I feel so alone.

I talk to God.

:)

I think He is the only one that is there for me, through thick and thin,

I wanna be close to God, again..

I miss him, i miss him so much.

He truly loves us, does it hurt to show it back?

Why? I don't know but sometimes we just call him when we need him most;

That's truly wrong, I do that sometimes and I put myself in His position, the hurt I would have felt.

The time has come, for me to be close to him once again.

Cause when I am, I feel so complete.

Jesus, you're my Lord, my savior. We love you.

Help me be close to you, show me..

What I've Been Doing.

What a useless day, studying..
I didn't study the whole morning, cause I've been asleep for the whole morning.
But, I've got tuition soon. I studied history;

You need food to go on, right? Lol

It was absolutely dreadful and I definitely absolutely a hundred and one percent have no certain interest in History whatsoever,

And I always think why bother ?

But its counted in exams, so yeah I don't have a choice, either.

Exams are two weeks away, that sucks..

I seriously feel overly depressed about this exam thing, its getting on my nerves.

Especially on my finals, that makes me have more pressure than usual;

I've got tuitions everyday, that definitely sucks shit.

I'm not happy; never will be during exam period-

I need a break, seriously..

Do chill pills exist? I want one.:D

JASMINE AND NICOLE'S MONDAY RESOLUTION :D

Today is a Monday, well actually a Tuesday already according to time.

It's 3 am and I can't seem to sleep;

So Jasmine and I decided to stay up together! :) Lol..

She doesn't have school pffshhh* but I plan to say this to her..

" eh brb Jasmine. 7 o' clock de. gotta get dressed for school wei "

3 am - Both still awake. 4 am awaits. 

my eyes are still wide open, people..

Going to continue our gossip session while watching Made Of Honor!

See you peeps

finally took the time/heart to finish up my holiday homework/projects;

A big load off my chest, pheww*

Tomorrows the first day of school, having my late dinner soon.

Have to get to studying soon, now that I'm done with the one too many coursework projects.

The mood is back, the I'm happy I'm done, Lets get some studying done kind of mood.

I am happy.

On my previous post, I said that I was really pissed off and all but I feel fine now.

The big load of pressure is off my chest, finally :D

Goodbye final-year coursework projects, hello studying.

I can't wait for the holidays, not too long from now, right?

I've got to concentrate so I would like you guys to know that my blog might be quite dead/inactive..

I miss God; Better spend more time with him, yes people?

Never drift too far away/ forget God.

signing out.

Exams are coming, AGAIN;

Feels like it just ended yesterday..

lets out a big sigh*

I just got done with my Geography folio.

I'm so sick of school, man.

Yes, it definitely has its good times, but times like these,

nothing but horror in my days.

Time goes by so fast,

The year is coming to an end, Wow.

GRR, tomorrow, school.

Tagged.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

i) nicole

ii) nic

iii) ng ( too many with the name, nicole )

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD

:i) nicole

ii) nicole -butterfly kisses

iii) -

( just mainly nicole )

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

i) Eyes? ;)

ii) Legs

iii) my abnormal ears *special*

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

i) the blue blacks on my legs

ii) -

iii) - (dont know)

iii) THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE

:i) chinese

ii) -

iii) -

( what else? Lol )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

i) death

ii) rejection

iii) loneliness

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

i) sleeping

ii) computer

iii) fooood ;)

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:

i) top

ii) shorts

iii) nail polish?? hmm

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:

i) secondhand serenade

iii) mcfly

iii) tokio hotel

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):

i) the way you make me feel

ii) falling in love

iii) your call

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

i) love

ii) loyalty

iii) trust

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

i) smile

ii) eyes

iii) charm

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

i) gym :)

ii) swimming

iii) hanging out

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:

i) psychologist

ii) doctor

iii) -

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

i) paris

ii) rome

iii) canada

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:

i) i'm loud

ii) emotional

iii) sensitive

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:

i) i'm loouuuddd

ii) i get rough, when I have to.. ;)

iii) i loovee thrillers :D

FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:

anyone.

Saturday.

All had a group work proj. on animation,
So everyone went to Marina's house to finish it up.

Yeah, thats the guy we drew. :)

Pretty sexy, yeah? Hehe

Played a little with Marina's cute little brother Adam;
Super adorable take a look at his face!

He was showing me how to work his little laptop.
Awwwwww*

Had some good thingy lunch ;

And watched Marina and her other bro fight during lunch, pretty entertaining :)

Then, got back to work. Coloured the dude.. heh
Listened to some music on the iPod thing.

Shannon, Wendy, Marina and I were pretty serious a while after.

Shannon did the drawing, and the three of us did the colouring.. We don't have any creativity in us, sorry Shan!;)

Came home at around..4 plus??:)

I stayed for a bit to finish up my Geography folio, in progress..

thats all for my Saturday, peeps.

OMGness!
I got sunburnt, due to that swim and erm, looooong sunbathe only I alone took for SO LONG!
The two of em' jumped back in the pool, but nooooo, I stayed.
And now I'm all RED. RED, not a pretty color to be frank.
Sighhh*
Hahaha, but Eesa got the sunburn too, don't know about Ren.
But I, got the worst *i think* cause I sat there, the longest, and wanted direct sunlight..
Stupid..stupid red face..
Red face plus sexy flu voice WOOO;
It feels like summer =) Lol
I'm all red, RED!
But, I love being tan..so no problem for me.

Red, red go away, come again another day :(

Sleepover at Renee's place with Eesa :)

So, Eesa came to pick me up, and headed to her house.
She was overwhelmed by the sight of us, yes yes? HEHE

Yeahh, this is why you're not ;) kidding...kidding =.=

So, we went to Renee's room and listened to music, etc..

{BYTHEWAY} I am so sick of Forever - Chris Brown thanks to Eesa. Couldn't stop listening to the same stupid song. forever forever* eeeekkk

Then, we took a walk up the emergency stairs, really nice view of the jungle/forest whatever that is HAHA.

Renee and I sharing the view *ahh, good times, good timess.

SOMEONE was busy texting, huh huh? about some ssp dinner or something. *HARR!

we stayed up till about 3+ in the morning. *gossssipppss* :)

The next morning, we went swimming, *above* and ate our lunch, by the stairs again...



I apologize, Renee for posting this picture up.

KILL ME LATER :)
Just a brief post to give you a little bit of whats happening lately.

I can't promise to stop blogging due to the exams later in October, because I don't study 24/7;

Will multitask ;) Enjoyed today. Love you guys. :)