Tomorrow, school.
on a saturday
;

yes, I too think school on a Saturday is pointless.
-.-
I won't have the mood.
But I can meet my favourite 7 :) oh the joy of my best friends*
9:48.
Not exactly my day, Friday.
You failed me :( Lol.
Plans tomorrow.
Updates then too.

say yayyyy*

Today isn't much of a joy joy day for me as I am sitting here, bored and thinking.
I hate when I have thoughts that leave me confused.
What do I need ? a best friend, my cousin tash ;)
Thankfully, we both plan to meet up on Saturday for a sleepover.
Both have loads that need to be shared among ourselves.
Our little secret.

Anyway, today at school.
Fun day as it was aerosol day.
We had to bring aerosol and other stuff for Science.
" air pressure "
When they say it'll make the place smell good, they've got it horribly wrong.
It smells awful, vomits*
And to the joy of it, Mr. Santiaraj(spongebob's twin brother) was our ganti. funny funny*
I wuv the seven of you :D

signing out.....nicole.

A new gameshow on Star World =D
moment of truth.
tonight: 10 p.m

it pays big bucks, just to tell the truth.
Don't you think?

but, is it worth it?
Can't wait for the first epi tonight.
:) currently watching are you smarter than a fifth grader.
it pays to be smarter than a fifth grader?
Goodness, it seems to easy but oh-so-hard.

Sorry about my boring blog! Look its so uncolourful.
Turned off, huh? I'm so lazy.
Okay promise, update soon.

Happy Birthday Tasha

Special Shoutout to my girl Tasha :)

Happy Birthday you lump of shit.
Ily cousin. Always here for you and you know it. At times we misunderstand each other, fight, bitch, laugh, cry but at the end of the day, you know I have your back you piece of shit :p Thank you for always being here for me, when I needed you most. You're my shoulder to cry on. I cannot promise that we'll be close forever, we might find something else that may occur as something more important than each other, but I'm sure that we'd realise that nothing can come between us cousins. We're more than cousins but best friends too. You horny little thirteen year old :D Girl, remember those stupid sleepovers and funny things we laugh about. God, you make my day COUSIN. You suck, thats why we love you sucker ! Hahaha.
I bought you a present.
WANT A SNEAK PEAK? Naaah, I'll give it to you on Saturday during our Big Sleepover.

And remember, when you feel that no one is here and you think that you stand alone, I'm here for you. This isn't much but something priceless. Cause I'm giving you a small piece of my heart and wish that you will cherish this forever.

nicole.

Confused.

Sometimes don't you wish some things just never happened.
hoping to find the meaning to all that has happened.

Why? do some things, that you don't want happening comes about.
Life is tricky.
Life is complicated.
People equals problems.
Risks, hurt.
Rejection, failure.
Sometimes don't you just wished you were invisible?
Times like these, my time of confusion, the time I want to hide.

I say a prayer. Lets hope my confusion finds the answer

nicole

After several weeks of lack of sleep, lack of time for myself, disconnection from the online world, constant depression that lead me to non-stop eating like a pig, exaggerating (like seriously) etc.

that now leads me to freedom ;) having time to do what I love, love novels.

Currently reading 2 new ones I bought at Borders yesterday. One of em' was Picture Perfect by Catherine Clark ;)

And the other is Save The Date.
I know, I'm nerdy :b

Queensbay with MY GIRLS ;)

Morning, woke up did my stuff.
Then, got to queensbay around 11 plus and met up with Wendy and Nicole Ong ;)
We went to the Skating Rink floor and bought Holland Fries. It wasn't very delicious, trust me.
After that, we got bored so we went to Toys'R'Us while waiting for em' (late people) GRRR*


I got quite random. Poking toys and stuff :)
Oh yeah and I saw this doll, so creepy. You can feed her. She bites ;)
Yeah, and I bought 2 new books too* for the holiday period.

Ohhh, how I wanna ride this thing :(

On the way to meet Li Fen at Jusco. The three of us went to meet her at the Men section *got confused LOL.

Off we went to have lunch at Daves Deli (however you spell it)
Ordered the chicken, which Wendy barely ate.
The food wasn't as good as it was a long time ago, you see. But it was aight :D (Wendy complained about her chicken) That craphead :b
After that, we met up with yeisha,yvonne,janice,erica and sl.
someone used us just to meet a boy, HUH :) wont mention it HEE HEEE HEEEEE :b

So, we went skating :D And someone wanted to meet someone too* Wont mention it, HEE HEEE HEEEEE :b
I didn't know how to skate. I fell three times, Oh man it hurt.
I dragged Erica down with me, sorry bout that sister :b
SORRY, no pictures in this section. Didn't bring cellphone in the rink :)
Then, Wendy had to go home :(
Nicole Ong too *double :(
Then, Yeisha and Yvonne too.
ps. : thank you bffs (fen, wendy, nic ong) for teaching me how to skate.

Then, we went to f o r e v e r 2 1 . (the most hilarious place)
We did something real stupid and embaressing. Oh well ;)
We each picked out an ugly clothing for each other :b Heee heeeeeeee.
We look sexy, yeah?Lol* Isn't that bad.
THE Erica,

THE nicole,

I look so SEXY, huh?

Later, we went to Coffee Bean for dinner :b

And then friend's mum sent us home.

conclusion : you girls are my life xxx; no matter where we are, we do whats best, HAVE FUN ;)

wow, inactiveness man.
sorry not much to write on these few days,
didn't get a chance to go out yet heh*
I miss those times with the 7 of you :)
Lovey lovey, gonna have one of those yearly sleepovers with you girls again yeah muah*

life has been very complicating for me really
Every step I take, every move I make, God I feel so scared about the moves I make.
Well I think thats how life is now isn't it?

lets drop this oh so dreadful thing and skip to the outings!

I promise, VERY SOON.
I've been so FREE like a bird lately.
Worryless me.

finally ;)

Finally, the end of exams.
Can finally post some new interesting posts huh =)
Anyway, thank you Janice Tan for staying up studying with me ( kind of )
our conversation

Janice : BE STRONG. Stay awake.
wow, words of inspiration from Janice Lol.

Was up studying Geography and Kemahiran Hidup.
Well, its now history.
But results are on the way.

Finally, real posts
I THINK :)
Soon.

O M G .

Exams, and everything in between, life has been totally retarded.
Getting to the good news
Exams are over tomorrow. Finally,
Today was our math, science and english paper.
Math and science were okay. English too.
Tomorrow. LAST DAY.

yooohh, so what okay!
Sejarah sejarah -.- What is this weii?!
Studying, school .. MY HAIR IS FALLING.
im losing it
im jumping up and down =p

i did something mean, i feel bad.
im sorry that certain someone =)

anyway,
today is boring -.- I hate exams.
I open my Sejarah textbook, lose my mood.
Play with my phone,
Look through my contact list, take stupid pics.
Go online, don't see anyone fun. Double bummer.
Get pissed. Just ate 3 pieces of chocolate.
Depression
:(:(:(:(:(

the study mode ; but
today was a little different you see.
we were forced to join a stupid gymball competition so yeah.
Wendy invited us for practice *awww thank you sexy mama!

was forced to wake up at 8 plus to go to her house.
Stupiiddd -.- Hahaha
so when i reached, they were working. (i mean we) LOL

her room;

Thenn, Shannon (that crazy ass ;p) and Lifen came. All of us went down to the badminton court to practice.
I shyok =p HAHA.
Yeah and we did some dancing, and goofing around. Shannon loves me :D

I'm strong,

LATER,

we went back and ate pasta, and then went downstairs to practice near the pool, and later to gossipland ;p

Soon, my sister came to pick me up and drove me home. So she went to catch a movie with her friends while I got ready to hit my girl's house.

Came back at around 11 and its currently twelve twelve.

Im out.

goodiee, helllllllooos.
:)
today, was BORING.
came back from school and ate lunch,
then continued my novel,
after, watched desprate housewives (:
thentuition.
so sucky yeah? and now doing my homework.
almost done, did some math exercises today. goodness*
didn't eat much for dinner, currently hungry, very hungry.
the girl is bored.
will tv help? sigh.
kh, I hate that you live -.-

more posts definitely after exams yeah? :)

Wow I'm blogging on a Monday :)
Proud proud? Sighhhhh,
Anyways, nothing much happening so sorry for the lameness.

anyways today, I came back from school and waited like almost the whole day for my tuition teacher.
So i did a little of my homework, and waited.
Manatau shw showed up at 6.30, I need to keep track of my tuition time.
And I wanted to get some sleep, but was soo busy waiting for my tuition which didn't even turn up during that time.
pekchek *
Look at the pretty colours LOL,.
Anyways will inform when some REAL posts come up.
I really need to study.

STUDY
STUDY
STUDY

lovesGod,nicole ;)
RRRRRRRandom

PISSED
at everything today
bad Sunday -.-

Hello! :) See? I promised I would blog on weekends.
Its the only break I have, you see?
Thanks for showing up LOLLL.
Sorry I might not be having loads of pics or even pics for this month.
Maybe some but not loads.
Anyway, went with family to BBQ chicken,
Grandparents, mum, sis, aunt, cousin, me ;) and more.
Ahh, and yesterday I did math and had 2 tuitions.
sigh, exam period.
Loving the novels, been doing lots of reading ((:
Watching ghost hunters w/ my sister Tania.
Love

quite inactive this month :]

Guys, sorry.
my blog will be quite inactive for these few weeks.
Exams on the 28th,
Have to catch up on studying, books and the Bible.
Going to get a new Bible :)
These things aren't boring to me actually.
I enjoy reading novels addiction, seriously.
*enjoy your weekend, people.
definately will be loads of outings after exam, right?
So, I'll keep blogging then.
I might still update on Saturdays and Sundays so you better not miss it!
But I promise, August is a whole new month of fun [:
Better get back to studying now.

thanks and don't forget our appointments! Heeee.

Lazy to blog mode, teeh anyways,

woke up this morning, sunny but now, currently dark. sigh*

I wanna go out!:( its so boring at home.

I played with my dog a little and I saw the cutest moment of hers.

SHE'S SLEEPING ON MY BEANBAG :D

Had a few sunny picts in the sun, well near the sun., at least

SIGH, getting so bored here. Plans plans? Tell me bout your day ;)

Sorry for being inactive for a few days ;)
Plans tomorrow.
No more movie or history project [x]
Something else planned. heh
updates tomorrow or sunday
planning to go out now! see you guys!

Its three thiry two.,
I havn't had my lunch, waiting on my dad, hes buying nandos for us ;)
Anyways, we have this History Project on P Ramlee or whoever whatever place so, might be going there with friends.
Then, bowling after.
*excited,
updates soon

Boring Sundays.

readers :))! today was boring/ a Sunday, expected.

My Sundays are usually fixed, but today my sister and I skipped fam lunch.

Woke up at 8 plus and got ready for church at 9, came back at 10.30,

My parents went for lunch with grandparents, uncles, aunties, blaaa while my sister and I stayed in.

we played with the DOG zoey

;;

yeah, this is a place in my room where I always take pictures.

*my utimate vaining spot, yeaa yeaaaa

My mum and sister's now sleeping. My dad went out, mendepressingkanku. Good news, btw

i got to catch up on my novels.

p.s: wanna go swimming,

Cross country race.

As promised, updates on the lastest outing.
Cross country race.
After a whole lot of running, all of us had our McD.
So this is how our 'adventure' began :D
We were well very thirsty. So, Li Fen and I decided to walk out,
buy some 100 plus. sylvia wanted to tag along.
Then, janice too (kind of met her on the way)
p.s : SOMEONE ponteng-ed today. Ahemms.
And later wendy wanted to come too.
Awwww, the four best friends on the way to the jungle ;)
We were walking towards a garden, to take some silly pictures!

Fly high, sky high ;) [Wendy, we said jump. Not tip toe.]
and again, she doesn't obey. Lol kidding.

Near this place, there was a bridge so what the heck, we ended up kind of swoosh-ing down grass.
It was a hill (dont ask) Hahaha! Awh look, here, we met up with Nicole Ong. Nicole and I were in blue and birthdays were in October. But we didn't look a like. Besides, talk about similarities.
Anyway, we started walking and walking deeper and deeper.
And took some pictures on the rocks of a stream,
But they aren't in my phone, besides, it was kindaaaa cute.

On the way. going deep, and deeper... deeeeperr :)
We walked to well, we didn't even know where the place was.

We hardly saw any of our school people anymore, it was just us besties.
We saw a hill, and on top of it was a little hut, at least what I think that was. So we climbed up (there were stairs, didn't see) the hill, talk about stupidity, eh? Hahah. And we made it.

Then suddenly, monkeys appeared. Obviously all of us panic-ed.

We had bags! So, Wendy got the most frightened and ran down the hill and well she fell. Hahaha! It was so scary, we tried hiding.

The place wasn't safe, there was barely anyone around. So we went from there to explore more and other places till it was time to gather around and soon to be time to byebye :)

My conclusion, had loads of fun. Thought it wouldn't be any fun but with friends around, heck yeah theres truckloads of fun ahead.

xoxo.

wanna travel, wanna travel, wanna travel.
In a travelling mood.
Missing December., Nz trip.
Don't know whyy!
Anyway, crosscountry run on Friday! In Botanical Gardens.
Its so far from my house! Imagine what time I'd have to get up.
Planning to crash at someones house for the night,
Just for transportation issues,
Speeeechlessssness wei.
I'm no good in running, not at all, besides. ;)
Not in these kinda things. Not my thing ! Hahaha.
But the good thing is my friends'll be there.
Running slow behind everyone else!
But one of my friend is like an awesome runner.
Guess she'd be no where near us!
Not much to update about these days so why don't I just start over on Friday.
Maybe even soon.
I'll update, with picts.
Seeyou on Friday ;)

tomorrow, I have a poster due.
I neeed sleep.
Sheesh, going to get soon.
Updates on new upcomings later.
Dealing with school now.

the school;
having to wake up early everyday.
another day, another drama.
another period, another yawn.
Sigh.
Science is one of my fave subs, but my Science teacher is boring.
Her lessons can die wan kay.
Imagine having to survive double periods.
And today, it rained heavily.
Double depression.
It kills.
Triple depression, homework.
Reminds me, got to catch up with art.
Where are breaks when I need em?

OMG;
school tomorrow.

numb slash moodless.

Last night, I went to Island for the Mng sale with granny and my cousin.
After doing the shopping, we got tired and it was getting pretty late so we settled down for a drink.
Tash, the photographer ;)

Anywhooooo, I crashed at Tash's place for the night.
Man, did we have truckloads of fun :)
She was glued to the tv watching E news,
And I was busy online.
Slept and woke up around 4, due to the tv noise*
football, her dad, my uncle.
Two minutes later, closed my eyes and back I went to bed. random yeh I know.

I woke up at around 9 cause of that msn blinking sound. Put the blame on Tasha.. early bird, she is.

Her dad forced us to go to PSC for the stupid AGM meeting. So okay, we got ready and off we went. Vained a lot on the way in the car.

So, we reached and was so freaking bored kay! All the restaurants were close due to the AGM meeting. SO pekchek sandwicchhh also cannot buy. Like wth right.
So we were like walking here and there and found a spot in the beach. Tash hates the Sun and Sand, but I seem to love getting tanner and tanner.. odd uh? So, I went under the Sun while she was on the chair, arms crossed, complaining to air. Seriously, I was hardly listening *winkssssssss HAHA.

The beach. So unsandy. Then, her dad called us up and off we went to Forum, Island again, for lunch.

Went home and watched Ah Long Pte or something with Tash. Not bad, should watch that movie! Adorable actor, Hahaha.

My day ends here-

Tell me bout yours ;)

I'm at tash's now.
we got pictures.
update tomorrow.

Okay yesterday was Josh's sweet fourteen :)
He sounds like a girl, sorry :D
Anyways, a lot of his friends came.
Didn't really mix with Josh's friends.
Me, Tash, Gideon, Joel and Josh played a few stupid games.
Sorry for the 'no pictures' thing.
After school I went to Tasha's house so, nopee *sigh.
Anyways, we rode bicycles too ;)
All of us except Tasha.
She chickened out Laugh*
It was funn,
Going to Tash's place soon, and shopping with granny.
Later at night.
My conclusion of today : happy birthday joshhiee :DDD

MUUUUAH HELLLLLO.
Back from school!!
;) Extra swoooooooooosh.
ANYWAYS, there will be a birthday on Friday.
Gonna get a pressieee soon.

updates sooooooooon..

I'm just about to hit the sheeeets.
Tomorrow, learning festival.
Bye bye homework. Till Friday (=
It was religious week!
Having some session in KDU.
Planning to meet Stefanie Teoh and Tasha Ng there too!
More updates to come.
Nothing much came up these days so I didn't update.
Very sorry about that.
I miss hanging out with my lovely LDBFFLS.
Sigh, love every single one of you guys p.s!
Best friends forever.
Goodness, I'm straying out of topicc.
Heeeh, anyways see you guys soon.
love and kisses
hugs and misses

Suddenly, I got very bored and sick of friendster.

Not going to be constant anymore

Anywayss :) I'm going to be focused more on blogging.

Blogging seems a lot funner.

Sigh, sorry for no recent posts.

I just came back from school not long ago.

Haha more updates soon ;)
No recent updates cause I've been craazy over my romance novels!
Romance novels are my new thing.
I always read them these days and buy new ones.
Just a sudden slash current obsession.
Okay, gonna hit the shower and then books,
Then homework.
Hugs*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
tania,
you're the best sister ever ;)
I know I am too *laugh.
... updates SOON

Day out with sister.

Today, did my nails with my sister.

She went to the gym getting all sweaty while I was indulginn'.

Haha, well we drove there and then she went to Fitness First.

So we went our separate ways and did our own stuff.

This is what happened ;)

I love it ! Soooo pretty.

Driving home ;)

She loves me for taking her yeng picts driving, eh? ;)

pictures edited by Janice.
Love all of em*
one of the pict was taken in Gurney while the other in Golden Sands.
Kisses,.

I decided to edit and join up a few picts due to boredom.

A pict of me and my sis Lol.

Yeaaah, its so candid-ed.

And yeah, I slept today after school.

Too tired man, seriously =/

Hahah bytheway, got loads of homework to get started on.

So tired. Sheesh

Okay, my border is getting heck of boring,
I agree. Lol I'll change it maybe Friday.
Been busy with school and tuition classes.
School, the waking up part sucks. Sigh
Well, I do miss holidays. Well, who knew? ;)
Hahaha, on Wednesday&Thursday we're going to have a learning festival.
And we're gonna be doing a science project.
Something to do with tornadoes, and a milk thingy.
Who am I kidding? :) Haha,
I miss sleeping in all day *screams;

Currently tired.
I almost fell asleep during tuition just now.
I need to cope and get the hang of my new timetable.
Gotta prepare a schedule.
Everything is all over the place *sigh.


<3.

Hello fellow readers :)

Its 2.06 in the morning.

Tonight is the last night we get to sleep late.

Sighh, holidays are over.

p.s : much to look forward to in school.

Okay, so school isn't the bomb all the time, but on the plus side, I miss my friends !

Hahaha, thats a good thing then ;)

Oh yeah, I have this PJ folio.
Not much to my concern due to my lack of hardworkingness in putting efford in PJ.

Please lahhh!

Cmon', if it were other subjects like important ones, yeah then i'll be really working on em.

I've already done my science thingy! Garh, hardworking right! Sighh.
Commitment has to come from heart.
And I dont have the [<3] color="#000000">for PJ x) And right,
They made it a counted subject! Stupppiidddd !
Sometimes its just so forcing kaay.
Garrrh, and my mums on a buisness trip till Monday.
Miss her.
Aight, dads nagging. gotta go ;)
Loves and kisses,
Hugs and misses.
<3

Gurney.

ahh, today, I almost fell sick =S sheesh.
Well, I went to Gurney with shannon,janice,nicole ooi, wendy & marina.

Then we met a few people there soon too.
Hmmm lets see, we saw dot dot dot and dot dot dot and so on ;)
And at one part of the day, it rained heavily.
And we had to cross over from coffee bean to winter warmers.
The rest of us reached safely except Marina,
children, never run in the rain.

LOL!
Then, we shopped around a bit,
Oh yeah, I bought a new book *grinss.
Its so unlikely for me to say that but I developed a new interest in romance novels.
They make me tear up,

oh yeah, this is nicole ooi. my twin sister.

Hahaha! She moved to Singapore to study like 2 years ago. And she came back recently *happy.

That was after we went to pastamania. We went to MCDonalds.

After drinking coke in McD, walked out and met people! *shock.

Then, there was this Tetra Fish thingy;; man that was weird LOL. and after a while, I headed home. It was a fun day though.

currently waiting for my friends to arrive.

Gonna hang in Gurney tomorrow with pals ;)

Loll, and I bought Superhero Movie.

Oh crap I heard the bell.